10 days ago was new year's eve.
Traditionally I sleep on new year's eve but my sleepingcycle goes sort of this way: waking up at 3 p.m. and going to bed 6 in the morning. So I knew there was no way I was able to sleep peacefully and decided last minute to go out. It all felt like walking on thin ice. I went to a house party with good friends. I remember how warm and nice it was in there but looking outside it was cold, just old. Raw industry, burning apartment, fire engine, leftover trashcamp, screaming ambulance, deserted autobahn,broken ice.
I don't even know how to explain it but it's just a feeling that I think I want to share those impressions with you. Normally the stuff I post is nice, warm and happy but there is also another side of life and truth is sometimes it is just dark, cold and sad. My weekend was great. I partied til 5 in the morning but on my way home it was cold and raining outside and I saw people sleeping on the street. And it's always like that. No matter what you do. However how you feel. For me it all seems like a soberly dream...
Bisous Domino
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